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More Than a Therapist: My Journey Through Cancer and Healing
My name is Payal Sud, and I am a licensed clinical social worker dedicated to helping individuals navigate life’s challenges with compassion, authenticity, and hope. While my professional training has equipped me with the knowledge and skills to support others, one of the most transformative experiences in my life came outside of the therapy room.
In 2025, I received a diagnosis that would change the course of my life: stage four colon cancer. Like many people facing a life-altering diagnosis, I experienced a wide range of emotions including fear, uncertainty, grief, anger, and moments of profound vulnerability. What began as random illness symptoms (stomach aches, vomiting, etc) quickly became a journey filled with medical appointments, treatment decisions, and countless unknowns.
During this time, I underwent chemotherapy, surgery, TPN, blood transfusion and shots. There were days when I felt strong and hopeful, and there were days when simply getting out of bed felt like an accomplishment. Cancer challenged me physically, emotionally, and spiritually in ways I never could have anticipated.
As a therapist, I was familiar with concepts such as resilience, coping skills, self-compassion, and emotional processing. However, living through cancer gave me a deeper understanding of what it truly means to face uncertainty, loss, and fear while continuing to move forward one day at a time. I learned that healing is not always linear and that strength often looks different than we expect.
Throughout my journey, I found support in friends, family, pets, and TV. As funny as it is, TV encouraged me to eat. I watch rural cooking shows via YouTube. These relationships reminded me that healing does not happen in isolation and that connection can be one of the most powerful tools for recovery.
Today, I am grateful to share that I am cancer-free. Reaching this milestone has given me a renewed appreciation for life, relationships, and the importance of mental and emotional well-being. While cancer will always be a part of my story, it does not define who I am. Instead, it has strengthened my commitment to helping others navigate their own challenges with courage and self-compassion.
My experience has deepened my empathy for individuals facing medical diagnoses, chronic illness, grief, trauma, anxiety, depression, life transitions, and other difficult circumstances. I understand firsthand how overwhelming life can feel when everything changes unexpectedly. Because of this, I strive to create a therapeutic space where clients feel seen, heard, supported, and empowered.
Whether you are navigating a health challenge, coping with loss, managing stress, or simply seeking personal growth, I am honored to walk alongside you on your journey.
Healing is possible. Hope is real. And you do not have to face life’s challenges alone.
I look forward to connecting with you.
What Cancer Taught Me
- Strength is not the absence of fear.
- Asking for help is a sign of courage, not weakness.
- Healing happens one day at a time.
- Hope can coexist with uncertainty.
- Every person's journey deserves compassion.
Payal Experience
Changed my stoma bag the day before however at 4pm the next day I had a leak. I felt like shit because I literally had shit on me. This is my fault because I told partner to use different products that are not normally used. I felt bad for this. Partner thought it was their fault but I convinced them that it wasnt. Having a leak sucks!!
It is hard enough to be in a vulnerable position now living with a bag but when your partner helps you change your bag out of feeling like they are helping you with your journey and then you mess up by convincing them to do something different feels YUCKY!
Went a party. Lots of hugs and congratulations.People feeling some way because not told. Having to explain that my story was only told if reached out is not my fault. If you feel some way, I am not responsible for this. But the hugs and congratulations felt good.
19 people including my chicago family celebrated me this weekend. Family came from all over the USA. They surprised me with cupcakes and I surprised them with ringing my cancer bell, given to me by a former clilent now friend. I felt so good to have this weekend but I can’t imagine how other people with no support system are able to go through the cancer journey. Mentally how do they survive?! Reason to start a cancer agency for POC?!
Went to uic for ct scan… because I have smaller veins now it was hard for the technician to find a vein. The contrast burned and my arm got swollen. The injection site hurt for hours.
UgH! Healing sucks. First getting use to weight loss, then stoma bag, now medical issues….UGH!!
What a weekend? It was mixed with various emotions.
It started with my hand swelling up because of the contrast from 2 days ago. This was while I was driving to St. Louis for my first trip after battling cancer. I had to raise my hand above my head to see if it would go down- it did.
Where we stayed in St. Louis was…interesting…the receptionist at the casino we stayed at said the neighborhood wasnt really safe. So we decided to not tour the area.
The first activity of the weekend was within the casino for a comedy show. The comedian was the voice for anger in Inside Out. He was good. I cried from laughing. However there were mixed emotions. The intro comedian did a bit regarding his journey with cancer. I felt uncomfortable. Probably because my battle is so fresh. I wanted to thank him for discussing it but was also uncomfortable with him bringing it up. Something I need to process.
During the main act, after I left to go to the room, I was wet. Did I leak from my stoma bag or was it water. Either way I didnt want to take the chance so I immediately washed my shirt and jeans. The felt confusing and shameful due to the leak. The shame was from “did anyone see the wet spot and did I do something wrong?” I will never know but something to process.
Other then these moments, the trip was great. We mastered changing stomella( name for stoma) and their bag, we visited some great sites- touring a cave inside a tram and a safari where we feed zebras, camels,horses, cows, sheep, birds and more.
I came out feeling good!!!
Various things happened today and the days after.
First, I went to my brother’s place and hung out with his kids and new dog. So heartwarming. The unconditional love was priceless.
Today I also went to see the surgeon who took out the cancer.
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